Rave not a rant!
Amazing I know. I must say that I love Nora Roberts. I'm obsessed with her books they are the perfect escape into a world completely different from normal. And the movies.... yeah the leave out some of the more ummm explicit details of the book :) But still fantastic! Right now High Noon is on LMN (Lifetime Movie Network). It's about a female hostage negotiator OMG. Watch it or read it its awesome :)
April 29, 2011
April 28, 2011
Redoing some things...
So here we go....
I am an very very antisocial person. Even though I do try do be sociable. I'm have never have been probably never will be. I'm quite content to just stay at home and read a book, watch t.v., play with my 2 amazing children and just stay in my own little space. I have a couple of friends out here in CA and lots of friends back in TN. I miss my friends back in TN horribly. They understand me. They have know me since the 4th grade, most of them have at least. They understand my quirks, my bitchiness, and other faults. The embrace them and are there when you need them. Sorry I'm feeling a little nostalgic right now.
Now as for the home life. Thing have been changing around here. Mostly cause I can't do alot right now cause of my back. I'm learning that my husband can do things I didn't know that he could. He is proving to be the man that I married 6 years ago. He is an awesome father and the absolute best husband that anyone could want.
As soon as my stupid back gets better I will be starting palates again since it works for me. And another plus I don't have to go to a gym with a bunch of other people. But I might start going to I can use a stair stepper and treadmill to help with cardio. So I'm going to start redoing my body as soon as I'm able :) and this makes me happy. It'll be good to get some time to myself I think.
But that's all for now!
~K~
I am an very very antisocial person. Even though I do try do be sociable. I'm have never have been probably never will be. I'm quite content to just stay at home and read a book, watch t.v., play with my 2 amazing children and just stay in my own little space. I have a couple of friends out here in CA and lots of friends back in TN. I miss my friends back in TN horribly. They understand me. They have know me since the 4th grade, most of them have at least. They understand my quirks, my bitchiness, and other faults. The embrace them and are there when you need them. Sorry I'm feeling a little nostalgic right now.
Now as for the home life. Thing have been changing around here. Mostly cause I can't do alot right now cause of my back. I'm learning that my husband can do things I didn't know that he could. He is proving to be the man that I married 6 years ago. He is an awesome father and the absolute best husband that anyone could want.
As soon as my stupid back gets better I will be starting palates again since it works for me. And another plus I don't have to go to a gym with a bunch of other people. But I might start going to I can use a stair stepper and treadmill to help with cardio. So I'm going to start redoing my body as soon as I'm able :) and this makes me happy. It'll be good to get some time to myself I think.
But that's all for now!
~K~
April 23, 2011
Not A Happy Camper...
I am not a happy camper...
I hate getting older. I feel like I'm 90. My back is going bad. My knee is effed up. I have NO energy. I want anoth baby but I think that I'm nuts for wanting a third. I dislike my inlaws right now. They piss me off! Yeah short rant tonight. But its all I got.
I hate getting older. I feel like I'm 90. My back is going bad. My knee is effed up. I have NO energy. I want anoth baby but I think that I'm nuts for wanting a third. I dislike my inlaws right now. They piss me off! Yeah short rant tonight. But its all I got.
April 12, 2011
Pregnancy Peeves
Ok so here goes these next two posts are probably going to piss people off but I honestly don't care. It's My Blog and My Opinion. So don't read it if it pisses you off.
Ok...so my first peeve of pregnancy is people getting pregnant out of jealousy.
Second- When women bitch about being pregnant. Seriously you knew this was going to happen especially if you have been pregnant before. Yes you are going to be tired, sick, and completely freaking psycho most days but hell you wanted to be pregnant so DEAL.
Third- You wonder why you gained almost 60 lbs during pregnancy. Let me see. You sat on your ass and slept 80% of the time and didn't attempt to do shit. I completly understand if you are high risk. Cause the welfare of the baby and you are what matters.
Fourth-Getting the whole Brest is Best speech every damn week from one person or the other. Hell come on people its my breast my child so shut the fuck up.
Fifth- Formula is poison. Ummm no it isn't. If it was why would they sell it. Get off your damn high horse and quit judging people.
Sixth- Epidurals are going to hurt you and the baby. While yes in some cases, very very few, this can be true. But in alot of women it is beneficial to the mother and baby. Helping relax during labor helps speed up labor.
Seventh- Natural is the best way to deliver. Again get off you anti drug high horse. Some women HATE pain and can't tolerate it. So STFU!
I'm sure there are more but I'm going to stop cause I can't think of them.
Ok...so my first peeve of pregnancy is people getting pregnant out of jealousy.
Second- When women bitch about being pregnant. Seriously you knew this was going to happen especially if you have been pregnant before. Yes you are going to be tired, sick, and completely freaking psycho most days but hell you wanted to be pregnant so DEAL.
Third- You wonder why you gained almost 60 lbs during pregnancy. Let me see. You sat on your ass and slept 80% of the time and didn't attempt to do shit. I completly understand if you are high risk. Cause the welfare of the baby and you are what matters.
Fourth-Getting the whole Brest is Best speech every damn week from one person or the other. Hell come on people its my breast my child so shut the fuck up.
Fifth- Formula is poison. Ummm no it isn't. If it was why would they sell it. Get off your damn high horse and quit judging people.
Sixth- Epidurals are going to hurt you and the baby. While yes in some cases, very very few, this can be true. But in alot of women it is beneficial to the mother and baby. Helping relax during labor helps speed up labor.
Seventh- Natural is the best way to deliver. Again get off you anti drug high horse. Some women HATE pain and can't tolerate it. So STFU!
I'm sure there are more but I'm going to stop cause I can't think of them.
April 10, 2011
Stress and other things
Sorry I've not posted in a while. This week as been stressful! Stinking almost Government shutdown getting everyone on edge. On top of that My little man's 4th birthday is coming up on the 18th. He should not be 4 already. Seems like yesterday I was in labor for 3 days. Yeah you heard me right. 3 DAYS! He's turning 4 and I feel useless to him now. He's such and independant little fella. That's a good thing everyone tells me. But I've been there for everything and been needed at every turn and now I'm not being needed as much. He's starting school and that TERRIFIES me! It's only 1/2 a day but still its school!
We were planning on taking him to Disneyland for his birthday but decided agianst it cause of ths whole Government shutting down possibility. So we let him decide between the San Deigo Zoo and Sea World. He choose Sea World :) I can't wait to go agian. And this time we have my new-to-me double stroller for the kids so we don't have to spend $20 to rent one for him.
Now after his birthday I have our little princess's 1st birthday to prepare for in July. That's a whole can of worms I'm so not looking forward to. And on top of all of this I still want another baby. It's to the point I want to just go get my BC taken out and not tell my husband and say screw what happens. But I'm not going to of course. Cause I'm a good girl....I think.
We were planning on taking him to Disneyland for his birthday but decided agianst it cause of ths whole Government shutting down possibility. So we let him decide between the San Deigo Zoo and Sea World. He choose Sea World :) I can't wait to go agian. And this time we have my new-to-me double stroller for the kids so we don't have to spend $20 to rent one for him.
Now after his birthday I have our little princess's 1st birthday to prepare for in July. That's a whole can of worms I'm so not looking forward to. And on top of all of this I still want another baby. It's to the point I want to just go get my BC taken out and not tell my husband and say screw what happens. But I'm not going to of course. Cause I'm a good girl....I think.
April 4, 2011
I just don't understand...
TTCing people can relate to my post tonight.
I do not understand why the people who want to get pregnant and have babies have a hard time getting and staying pregnant. And people who don't want babies have no problem getting pregnant. I have been asking myself this since my first miscarriage back on Christmas of 2007. Then again when I had my second one in July of 2009. It is not an easy question to find answers to. My husband told me countless times that God has a plan and it wasn't meant for us to have those two precious babies. That there is a reason for the pain we went through and the suffering we endured. I had and still have an extremely hard seeing why and the reasons behind them. But now looking back on them with a semi-clear view on them I can say that they brought us closer as a family. But I still can't understand any other reason but to make us a stronger family.
Now as for the people who get pregnant and don't want babies. I don't get why you people don't use condoms and birth control if you don't want the hassle (responsibility) of children. Do us all a favor if you don't want to take care of the little one give them to someone that will love the wholely and unconditionally.
Okay thats my little rant for the night.
I do not understand why the people who want to get pregnant and have babies have a hard time getting and staying pregnant. And people who don't want babies have no problem getting pregnant. I have been asking myself this since my first miscarriage back on Christmas of 2007. Then again when I had my second one in July of 2009. It is not an easy question to find answers to. My husband told me countless times that God has a plan and it wasn't meant for us to have those two precious babies. That there is a reason for the pain we went through and the suffering we endured. I had and still have an extremely hard seeing why and the reasons behind them. But now looking back on them with a semi-clear view on them I can say that they brought us closer as a family. But I still can't understand any other reason but to make us a stronger family.
Now as for the people who get pregnant and don't want babies. I don't get why you people don't use condoms and birth control if you don't want the hassle (responsibility) of children. Do us all a favor if you don't want to take care of the little one give them to someone that will love the wholely and unconditionally.
Okay thats my little rant for the night.
April 3, 2011
Abuse.....
First off.....
I hate abusers! Child abuse, spousal abuse, animal abuse, abuse period. It make me wanna go homicidal on the abuser and do to them what they do to the abusee. But my tiny 5 foot 3 inch frame and over all weakness prevents me from doing it. Not to mention my kids and I don't want to go to jail forever. But now comes my advise for any one getting abused or witnessing it.
- Get help to get away from the abuser.
- CALL THE COPS!
- Take pictures of any and all injuries no matter how minor.
- DO NOT GO BACK NO MATTER HOW MANY PROMISES THEY MAKE!!!
I do not know how many women that cannot recongnize they that are being abused. It is not only a physical thing but a verbal thing as well. Its harder to spot and harder to get away from.
PLEASE IF YOU KNOW SOMEONE THAT IS BEING ABUSED OR YOU ARE THE ONE BEING ABUSED PLEASE GET HELP!
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