The day I have wished for all week is finally here and I don't know if I'm excited anymore. I do know that I am tired as shit physically. And completely wore out mentally. It seems like I have cleaned, did laundry, washed dishes, or some type of freaking house work everyday this week. That's why I'm physically tired. As for the mental exhaustion, 2 older kids that constantly get in to everything when I'm trying to nurse Damien or Damien wanting to nurse constantly. Not that I should really complain about that cause it seems like the only time I really get to relax and unwind (might have something to do with the extra hormone release during nursing). Add fighting with the husband on top of that and feeling completely inadequate at anything I try to do this week. It has just been a rather shitty week. But I still have hope that this weekend will be better. I have hope that something might get me out of my funk. Cause if it doesn't I might go insane.
On a more positive note I can tell that Damien is finally putting on some weight. Which is a HUGE relief for me. That's all for now folks.
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