Nervous

So Sunday is Mother's Day.

My amazing hubby gave me a gift card t JCP.

I can't wait to use it.

On Suday we are going to a cookout/dinner thing for Mother's Day/Birthday.

I am nervous as hell to go.

I have ot seen most of my family in YEARS.

But that's not the main reason I am nervous.

I am breastfeeding and I dislike doing it in public.

I dislike the idea of being judged and the thought of accidently exposing my boobs in public.

I know most of my family have formula fed their children.

I have also, my older two were exclusivly formula fed.

I just don't want to deal with being judged mainly.

I hate the thought of having to pump enough to get me threw the day.

Cause Damien eats alot any more.

And I don't feel comfortable enough just doing it in front of other people.

That's my little post for today.