CH-CH-CH-changes!!!!

Things have been changing for me here lately. My patience has been tested beyond any other here the past 2 weeks. I have lost my mind more time than I cared to. Had several heated conversations and bitch-fests. Alot of good cries, really awesome cries. It amazes me that crying can make a person feel better. But by goodness it does. My baby girl is turning 1 in two weeks. and I don't want that to happen. There are a few things in the works here coming up. I don't know wheither to be scared of them or excited for them. Right now honestly I'm scared cause its a huge change for us. And a change that I really don't want. But when I know for sure its happening I'll elaborate more. But right now I'm going to go enjoy my little family before my love has to go get ready for bed.