I feel...

OLD!!! Dear Lord I feel really old. I have a 4 year old and a 1 year old and I'm not even 24 yet. I will be very soon though. This is what I wanted but I never thought I would feel this old. I feel about 80. I'm not though I guess I just need to do things thatmake me feel better and less old. When I figure out what makes me feel young I'll share it lol.

Another day....

Another day down and many questions up in the air still.

If someone had told me all the things that I know now a month ago I would have laughed. We fount out that we will be moving back to Tennessee in 6 months or less. Tony is going to be hopefully joining the police department back home. I'm still trying to figure out what I feel about all of this. I guess mostly happy. But I'm still unsure. There are a few things that we still have to figure out. Like finding a house, getting insurance set up for the kids, and other thing for them. But here's hoping the whole moving process goes smoothly. And the parentals and siblings don't royally peeve us off on the way home or we just might not make it to TN. =)

Happy Birthday!!!!

Happy Birthday To My Wonderful Husband!!!

Hope You Have A Great Day Today!!

The Kids And I Love You!!!

CH-CH-CH-changes!!!!

Things have been changing for me here lately. My patience has been tested beyond any other here the past 2 weeks. I have lost my mind more time than I cared to. Had several heated conversations and bitch-fests. Alot of good cries, really awesome cries. It amazes me that crying can make a person feel better. But by goodness it does. My baby girl is turning 1 in two weeks. and I don't want that to happen. There are a few things in the works here coming up. I don't know wheither to be scared of them or excited for them. Right now honestly I'm scared cause its a huge change for us. And a change that I really don't want. But when I know for sure its happening I'll elaborate more. But right now I'm going to go enjoy my little family before my love has to go get ready for bed.

Hello July!

It's July! 1/2 a year down. Only 1/2 to go! Tomorrow is Independence Day. I love watching fireworks :) So I might have Tony leave what we are doing tomorrow to go on base so we can get a good spot to see them :) I hope the kids enjoy tomorrow. Got them both new floaties so they should have fun in the water. 11 days from today my amazing hubsand turns 28. I have a few things I might do for him :) But I can't say what they are just incase he reads this. 21 days from today my beautiful baby girl turns 1! Lord I dunno what I'm going to do then. Besides have myself a damn good cry that it is. We have to get her a present or 2. I have no clue what to get her. I'm sure we'll figure it out, I hope.