Why?

Why is it in a month my baby girl will be a year old? I feel really old now. This time last year my belly was HUGE and I was feeling her do her little kicks. I was also fighting off preterm labor. I cant wait to feel all that again. And when and if I get pregnant again, I'm going to enjoy it. Every bit of it. Cause it will be our last. I'm goint to be 30 in 6 years and don't want to have to go threw it agian after 30. On a selfish note I want to get preggers soon so Kairi and the new baby can be close in age and go to school together. I never hade a sibling that was close to my age. But I know lots of changes are comming up for us and I see them as an adventure.