Growing up so fast...

My precious angel is growing up way to fast. At 11 months she is cruising along walking. She's not mastered it yet but shes getting there. I say she'll have it down before her 1st birthday, in 24 days :(

I ordered her party supplies today.

Here are some picture's of what it looks like.

 

Part of the Table Cover

Plates

Napkins

Her Candle

Centerpiece

I'm fell in love with this when I first seen it in the party supply magazine. So now I just have to figure up what kind of cake to do.

It amazes me that I have 2 of the best kids ever!

That's all I have to say for now!

Pretty sure....

That I'm going to go crazy! I'm quite a few days over due for my AF, and she's not showing any signs to me of showing. So on top of worrying about whether I am or not, I have July 4th coming up and 2 birthdays this month!

So many things are changing! Not that that's a bad thing. :) I've changed over the past couple of months. I've let go of past wrongs. I've built more on the good things. And have decided to let things not bother me as much. Which if you know me if a HUGE thing. I'm normally very pessimistic about other people and letting people in my life. But I was tired of being that way so I decided to change. So Now I know that I have a pretty awesome group of people who I know will be there for me. And that again is amazing for me to be able to say.

Why?

Why is it in a month my baby girl will be a year old? I feel really old now. This time last year my belly was HUGE and I was feeling her do her little kicks. I was also fighting off preterm labor. I cant wait to feel all that again. And when and if I get pregnant again, I'm going to enjoy it. Every bit of it. Cause it will be our last. I'm goint to be 30 in 6 years and don't want to have to go threw it agian after 30. On a selfish note I want to get preggers soon so Kairi and the new baby can be close in age and go to school together. I never hade a sibling that was close to my age. But I know lots of changes are comming up for us and I see them as an adventure.

100 work out

So I started the 100 work out today.... I feel like shit now. My legs are wobbly, abs are sore as hell, and just a tad bit queasy. I did the 100-70 part of the work out before I collapsed. Hopefully I can work up to where I can do all of it.

Tomorrow is a new day....

Tomorrow I am going to start a new work out program cause the one I do bores the shit outta me. So hopefully I can find some awesome musice to work out to. This is the program I'm going to try.

I hope it works better than what I've been doing. My only concern is the 10 minutes of running. I don't run. Never have run. Don't really care for it. Large boobie + running = BAD! So hopefully I can do it. I might just run around the housing where I live. That's a big maybe though. All I know is I need to loose at least 6 pounds to feel good agian. I am by no means a skinny woman. Ive been 135-145 most of my adult life. Right now I relunctly admit I weigh 151. So if I can get back down to 145 I will be happy. Hell I will just be happing being a tiny bit toned! Two pregnancys wreck havoc on a stomach. I dont care that I have the strech marks, I just hate the flabby belly pouch.

So wish me luck!

I feel like...

CRAP! I have a headache from hell and nothing is helping it. I attempted to highlight my hair and well that turned out shitty as well. I do not think today is my day at all. I just want Tony homw so I can go crawl in bed.

Laying here ......

.....listening to Criminal Minds on TV and my hubby try to fix the modem so it works with his Xbox. All I'm thinking about is the future. What it is going to bring. How thing will change. That's pretty much it =)

I'm getting very.....

EXCITED!!! It's almost warm enough to take the kids to the pool! Hopefully by this weekend we will be able to go. I also talked Tony into our origional plans for Christmas. We will be staying here in Cali :) I can't wait to spoil my kids rotten. Not having to worry about buying plane tickets or get things for family members that they arent going to really want or appericate. So I'm going to start buying things in October! and put money back so I can go hit the After Thanksgiving Sale :) I dunno if you can tell but I am EXCITED! I just looking forward to all the holidays this year naow that Kairi is bigger and can enjoy them more.

Kairi took her first wobbly steps yesterday! Yes we are excited! She's so darn cute while doing it! AIden should be starting school this August so that makes me nervous. But I know he is going to enjoy it.